Sometimes I feel as though there are too few hours in the day.
This always seems to become even more apparent on a Wednesday. I actually enjoy having Wednesday’s off. I can do all those things that otherwise I would have to do in the evenings or at weekends. The house can be scrubbed from top to bottom, the OU course can be looked at (and Tabatha-Cat is surely getting pissed off at me for continually shoving the camera in her face whilst she’s attempting to sleep), the work website can be thrown together (nearly there … thank goodness), appointments can be made, parcels can be collected, long enjoyable phone conversations can be had with people I know and love, recorded tellybox programmes can be watched, spying on the weekday activities of the neighbours is relished …
But when I look at the clock it says it’s four o’clock and my mind instantly thinks, I’d be leaving work now! I’m not ready to fall back into my routine! Where’s my day gone?!
I would like Wednesday’s to last a few hours longer than other weekdays. That would make my world perfect.
And this isn’t to say that I dislike my job. I don’t. I just wish that my day off lasted a little longer. Maybe over two days …
Work has been odd since we went back after the summer holidays. People thrust things upon me and then have meetings where they mention how wonderful I am because I get things done, beautifully and efficiently. They buy me chocolate. Other people make me exasperated with their silly little ridiculous goings-on. It’s like being at school again sometimes. I think working with teenagers rubs off on some folk, till they forget that they’re adults. But everybody forgets that I want to actually work with the students … my timetable is lacking (I only have three kids, once a week each) and it’s frustrating me. They can’t afford to frustrate me … if I leave they’ll be buggered because there will be no wonderful person who does things beautifully and efficiently.
I am not arrogant. I am just good at my job.
But even being good is not always enough.
I’m seeing dummies everywhere.
please God bless my job, which I love xxx Elsabeth